I have been on a diabetes vacation the past few days. Only testing 2 or 3 times a day, persistent highs that won’t come down, and my minilink cgm is getting lonely sitting on my nightstand. I need to wake up tomorrow, put that darned sensor in, and get back on track.
I know I can do better. Why don’t I? I think it’s easier not to test sometimes when I know I am high. Sometimes it’s just easier not to see the bad number show up on the meter If I don’t test, it’s not there. And if I don’t put in that sensor, I don’t have to hear the alarms confirming I am not doing a good job.
But it is there. I wake up high, and I feel like I haven’t slept. I have a bad mood swing, and I know it’s because my numbers could be better. I need to get back on the band waggon.
Ok, I am putting a sensor intomorrow morning. My vacation is over.